Fake

You're fake to me.
Where is the reality?
In your eyes.
Your smile is yet another surprise.

I glance your way.
Hoping it will different today.
This spark cannot begin.
Expectations will fail again.

You give me hope,
Just to watch me fall.
You give me wings,
Just to beg for your call.

We'll laugh on your terms.
The sun still comes and burns.
The day is no different from the night.
I'll watch you take your flight.

Sometimes it's better when you're gone.
I'm fine, until I start to sit and watch for you on the lawn.
You've made me this weak.
You've made me this bleak.

I am no daughter.
You are no father.