Breakdown

I think I will just breakdown right here in the middle of this endless road. I really want to be understood, you don't even know how much! I think I've cried enough tears to water a field of crops. I want more than this. A feeling of confidence, like I'm not doing anything wrong. Why do I always seem like a burden or in the way of people? Should I just simply stick with what I'm "good" at. I really wish she would understand. She is my best friend. Why give up now. Why? I might never know. It's not her, it's her. You won't understand unless you walk in my shoes for miles.