Merry Christmas Eve.

Hello everyone,
I truly hope you have a wonderful holiday season. This new year is a fresh clean slate. Take it all in and cherish the moments you are given. I know I want to start fresh and enjoy this new year. :) I am in the musical which will be lovely, and I will experiencing all kinds of new fun!
Enjoy waiting up for Santa tonight! Cookies and milk, good old traditions!

-sam

Heaven was needing an Angel

I love the way you smile at me
I love the way you'll always be
I love it when we work all day
& come to a conclusion that we'll be okay

I love it when at night you pray
That miracles will surround our coming day
I love it when you think of others
& say "They're no different then us" they all have mothers

I've learned a few things here and there
Like how to love, forgive and share
When I surround myself with you
Being kind is all I want to do

I miss your voice when you're not around
Sometimes I call your phone, only to hear your sound.
It's amazing just to be around
Let alone being able to all year 'round :)

Let's have an awesome new year
Spread the laughter, no fear
I'm missing you already, come home soon
I'll keep playing that silly tune :)

Cali for Christmas

I am so excited! I am pretty sure I am going to California for Christmas! It will be the best gift ever! Warm and so wonderful! I will have many pictures I am sure. I went over Spring Break but this will be so different. Leaving the cold behind for the warm and beautiful beach of San Diego! I want to go to Point Loma again, right by the beach where I performed for Choir Tour! It's fabulous! What are you guys doing for Christmas? I just can't do tradition right now. Never really even had a tradition anyway! There is so much snow! I hate the cold!

-sam

Damn

Damn the people that don't
& damn the people that do
There is so much going on.
I don't know what to do.

My father once said
Run and find that inner strength
Damn the people that don't
& damn the people that do
Before you.

Open your heart and see that pain
Dream of a world without hate
Damn the people that don't
& damn the people that do,
Before you.

& even when the darkest shadow over powers
& even when you heart has shattered.
Fly again
& Damn the people that don't
& damn the people that do
& damn the people that don't
& damn the people that do.
Oh, before you.

Falling apart ain't so hard to do.
But at least you'll learn something to.
& damn the people that don't
& damn the people that do.
Before you.

New Inspiration: To add to the other unfinished projects.

If you know. I write. All the time. Some I post, some I publish, and some are still inside my head yet to come. Right now I am working on ALISON. I was working on RUNNING STILL, but got lost in this new inspiration, ALISON. It's good. I'll post more about it later.

I've been acting this one out for years :)


Book:
Alison

Fake

You're fake to me.
Where is the reality?
In your eyes.
Your smile is yet another surprise.

I glance your way.
Hoping it will different today.
This spark cannot begin.
Expectations will fail again.

You give me hope,
Just to watch me fall.
You give me wings,
Just to beg for your call.

We'll laugh on your terms.
The sun still comes and burns.
The day is no different from the night.
I'll watch you take your flight.

Sometimes it's better when you're gone.
I'm fine, until I start to sit and watch for you on the lawn.
You've made me this weak.
You've made me this bleak.

I am no daughter.
You are no father.

Thanksgiving

The moments that add up to this very day are always exciting and are the reasons for Thanksgiving being my favorite holiday. The food, the warmth, the family and the friends. Tonight I am spending the night my dear best friend, Coleman. I plan on going to Hillcrest Haven, the nursing home, to feed Ruth again this year. It's a tradition at lunch on Thanksgiving :) After that, who knows! On Friday I have to take family pictures. I'm technically on break, but I've made an exception. On Friday at 5 I am going to Boise and staying the night until Sunday. It's a full week. I have no school until Monday :) Enjoy your holiday and be safe and warm :) Enjoy being with your family and or friends. Be grateful. Be happy!

-samantha averett.