Home for Christmas (:

I'd rather be home for Christmas & I'm glad I made it home just in time for Santa to come to my house. (: This morning was wonderful and all the little and big things that I got doesn't compare to the memories I will keep and share with the ones I love. (: It's been a good, full and rough year, but I've found what matters the most to me and I am glad that I get to do the things I do. I am glad for my freedom and the trust bond that me and my father have (: Merry Christmas, Happy Holidays. Remember how much you are loved and if you're not with your family or friends then know that someone is thinking of you (: & It's me!

She wears makeup at night

She's afraid that even in her dreams
Nobody will see her true beauty
She's afraid of that boys feelings
Wonderin' what he's thinkin'
Wonderin' if she's even blinkin'
Is she starin' right in his eyes
Or is she listenin' to all of those lies
She doesn't see that cover up
She doesn't paint those eyes
She wears makeup at night
Afraid of what they'll say
What she doesn't know,
Is that she was made just that way
Just the way she is when she stands
Just the way she is when she smiles
Just the she is when she cries
If only she knew
She would fly so high
If only she'd let what they said...
Roll off her shoulders
She wears make up at night
She's afraid of her own sight

Permit & Mamma Mia

Hey guys! Gosh, it's been a long but filled week. Sorry I have not been able to post much of anything. I just got my permit! It was nerve racking knowing my father was in the back seat, but I made it through! Yay! 6 months of practice and then I'll have my license =] It's okay that It's so long because I can drive in between and this weather really isn't making me want to jump out and drive anywhere anytime soon, really =] <---haha. Well, Mama Mia. I just watched the movie and I adore it. My choir & I are putting it on in February, at least the musical part! Yay! Such great music with a wonderful funny story! I hope to audition for solo's! Christmas is coming and I am glad that my house is warm, this weather in crazy cold! Well I hope to post things soon! Check out my Photography Blog =] ---> in the links!

Beautiful Blessings

This season always helps to remind me of the things I have and the people I have met, whether good or bad, I've always found the beauty in them all. You could say I am a positive person and some might disagree but I find that every little thing is what counts and all of them put together = blessing beyond compare. I appreciate those who make me smile and usually I find myself smiling as I make someone else smile. Making a person's day is a goal of mine and I have often been told that I've accomplished this simple task. No matter how simple it may be, its always rewarded me with such large blessing =] Befriending people is what counts and keep your word is a big deal =]
This picture below is of my beautiful cousins, Jason (4) and Jared (2)! Little children give me warm feelings when they smile or say something unexpected and they are always suprsing me. The most innocent creations out there and I only wished I could have stayed as innocent as they are now.
Such beautiful boys =]

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HAPPY HOLIDAYS.

HAPPY HOLIDAYS GUYS!

The picture above is one I took of some traditional snowmen my mother made when she was into crafts and stuff =]
Today I spend most of the day watching the snow fall, taking pictures & decorating the house to make it feel and looks more like Christmas at my house. Now it is very warm and cozy and I am very satisfied with the way it turned out! It looked beautiful and my day was spent happy & warm. I like these kind of days. Laid back but purposeful and enjoyable. Christmas is almost here and I don't know what you celebrate this time of year but whatever it is just enjoy the warmth of your home and the friends that you find =] Also, enjoy your break; if you get one =]
I am looking forward to my break and can't wait for the New Year =] 2009!
Wow, it's seems just like yesterday that it was 2001. Had it really been that long? I feel much older and wiser =] That's a good thing, I guess!
I have been listening to Christmas music all day and nothing else! It definitely gets you in the Christmas mood and cheerful spirit! All this snow makes it even more believable. Of course, if snow doesn't prove winter for you than Christmas should do it =]
It's cold but beautiful here in Idaho & I really wouldn't have it any other way. Something that would be amazing is to spend Christmas in New York. When I went there is was great but just to feel that Christmas spirit in New York would be a great gift! I don't really have a list this year. Anything I get will be a blessing because of the economy and money issues. So feel free to make me something! That's what I have been saying to most of my friends =] I love the homemade!
For some reason it lasts longer and it's more special if someone makes something rather than buying a gift that I eventually give up on. Love you all & enjoy yourselves! Seriously, whether you spend time with your family, or spend it alone, Just remember how much you are loved!
REMEMBER YOUR BLESSING =]

HAPPY HOLIDAYS
-SAM

you're beautiful

"the fear i once felt isn't there anymore, because i'm not afraid of what people might see in me or what they have not yet experienced. I'll shine through the rooftops and the alley ways. no matter how cliche. I've got a place to be, and I'm not breakin' that for anyone to believe. this is the time for change and telling everybody the truth. so let yourself break free. no matter how lame you sound, you're beautiful in every way. yeah your beautiful in every way. And tell yourself that every day."
you're beautiful

I know my destination

i turn 16 in january. i love simplicity and adore the homemade :) anything and everything is always the key and i don't go through a day without thinking of my dreams and where i might end up. i know i will never stop learning nor do i want to. no matter how boring things may get i always know i can look forward to something fun, because my life is so full of good things and i try to find them as they appear more frequently now. i didn't really notice until i found what i was looking for. i have found the true path of mine and my desire for it has grown ever so strong. i plan to put my name up for everyone to see and someday the world will understand the meaning of true diversity.i am ever so clumsy and such a perfectionist. i always have something to say but my words don't always come out right. i am the kind of person who will be gentle but i won't lie when it comes to the cold honest truth. i am completely opposite from straight-edge and i like to let loose here and there. i have friends who help me and it's always for the good, whether i feel good or bad about it, in the end it always helps me to improve. i know i won't change who i am but i will better myself for the world to see my true potential. i have a weakness for boys who can sing or play the guitar/piano. i am an actor who just happens to sing along with every melody that surrounds me. sometimes i do wish my life was a musical. my life is simple really, but never do i go through a day without a complex situation. i can only take the kind of drama that involves a stage and i have realized that trying to please everyone isn't my strong point. i will do anything and everything for those who will do the same in return. i try to say yes as many times as i can but when i say no, i mean it. ask me some questions & i'll be sure to get back to ya.

thanks for reading!

BeHappy!

sometimes i wonder if it's possible^


"the truth may hurt,


but sometimes the truth is worth hearing,


because the truth tells a story


that only makes sense with all the pieces."


-samantha paige.