the little things.

FRISBEE
throw a Frisbee in the air.
and hope to God it comes back here.
make a promise.
fight a tear.
and hope to God you're welcome here.
shed one word of truth and doubt.
make that person scream or shout.
hold them close then let them go.
throw a Frisbee in the air.
and hope to God it comes back here


FOREVER
i hear the whispers.
love me. love me.
i want to feel something.
forever i belong with you.
i want you to take me there.
show me through your eyes.
i want to make something.
something that blows you away,
forever i belong with you.
my music is filled with your voice.



THIS PEN
this pen writes so much.
the permanant effect is so thrilling.
knowing you can't go back once you put it to paper.
don't panic.
i am sure there is a way to take it back.
if you really want to.
throw it away.
or burn it or tear it into tiny little pieces.
there might be a way.
but think about it before you use this pen.
this pen is my destiny and your right or wrong answer.
hold the pen sturdy or don't hold it at all.

labled.

i don't believe in labels.
i do believe in emotion.
i don't believe hate is right.
i do believe love creates.
labels are just a way to organize peoples friends.
a way to simplify who each being is.
nobody wants to be known as gay.
somebody wants to be know as happy.
a boy did not run because he was afraid.
he ran because he didn't know what to do.
don't label them as the man who did this.
or the man who didn't do that.
call them for who they really are.
by their first or last name.
by the smile on their face.
by the happiness they create.
share your knowledge today.
forget the labels on your face.
start by happiness at a slowly pace.

left unspoken

i could really use someone to talk to
i don't really care much about who
maybe someone who gives a damn
or maybe that someone who calls me sam

i almost forget how it feels to relax
and then you take control to the max
i almost forget how it feels to just be a kid
and people take advantage and just bid

should i forget about the memories i spent here
or should i get over it, but that will last at least a year
i want you to be here, and tell me it's going to be fine
i want you to understand and help me ease my mind

i am left unspoken, speechless
i miss the times we spent
and the all the helping hands that were lent
thanks and I won't forget

im sorry.

this is the last time i will every beg you to stay.
and i realize you are already on your way.
but i though just maybe i could turn your mind around.
maybe keep you running to reach the ground.

im sorry for breaking all the promises
that i wasn't around to keep.
im sorry that i judged you
and when i called i didn't leave a message at the beep.

this has been going on for so long.
stop tourchering me, i know what i did was wrong.
i questioned if i should text or make a call.
but you made it clear when i passed you at the mall.

you don't want to see me again.
i get that, i just don't know where to begin.
we were so good together.
friends for years, forever.

please see the hurt in my heart.
and let's make a brand new start.

im not that same girl anymore.

Sometimes

Sometimes reality isn't enough
Sometimes it takes more than one
Sometimes the warmth we feel becomes cold
Sometimes the shadow that follows us, hides
Sometimes we lose sight of the truth
Sometimes the ache we feel never leaves
Sometimes the pain we endure, never heals
Sometimes our fantasy's become our reality
Sometimes we become the person we swore we wouldn't
Sometimes our fears blind us
Sometimes tragedy's help us
Sometimes God changes our plans
Sometimes happiness is damned
Sometimes weakness builds our strengths
Sometimes awkwardness creates comfort
Sometimes music makes us stand
Sometimes words make us believe
Sometimes judging makes us avoid the mirror
Sometimes our friends deceive us
Sometimes we forget, forget mistakes are made
Sometimes colors paint the things we couldn't say
Sometimes faking becomes the truth
Sometimes pretend becomes an actor on a stage
Sometimes singing creates an angel
Sometimes love makes us see
Sometimes black and white is gray
Sometimes anger becomes laughter
Sometimes I forget to let go
Always, I change.
Always, I believe.
Always, I continue.
Never, do I hate.

-Samantha Paige Averett

Dramatic Gratitude

Everyone and anyone who knows me knows that I am dramatic and can play various characters on the spot! I have been complimented and praised and just plain thanked for my so called incredible talent! I really have loved being in Drama this year and plan on continuing my life with such classes! It's fun and I enjoy sharing my talent. These past few weeks I have been preparing for Districts that will be held in Marsh Valley in the next couple of weeks! It's getting cold and I really have not been practicing like I should! I finally got down my humorous monologue with Toni and it shall be quite hilarious! It's an original so you can guarantee that there will be a few of my personal humorous jokes in there. I think I got a lot of my humor from my parents and I am thankful for that. With Thanksgiving coming up I have been focusing on the real blessings in my life and the choices I have been given! I will be giving most of my time towards the things I want the most & I really want to go to Districts! So wish me luck!
Thanks

Photo Shoot (:

Some Simple Pictures Of Myself (: