left unspoken

i could really use someone to talk to
i don't really care much about who
maybe someone who gives a damn
or maybe that someone who calls me sam

i almost forget how it feels to relax
and then you take control to the max
i almost forget how it feels to just be a kid
and people take advantage and just bid

should i forget about the memories i spent here
or should i get over it, but that will last at least a year
i want you to be here, and tell me it's going to be fine
i want you to understand and help me ease my mind

i am left unspoken, speechless
i miss the times we spent
and the all the helping hands that were lent
thanks and I won't forget

im sorry.

this is the last time i will every beg you to stay.
and i realize you are already on your way.
but i though just maybe i could turn your mind around.
maybe keep you running to reach the ground.

im sorry for breaking all the promises
that i wasn't around to keep.
im sorry that i judged you
and when i called i didn't leave a message at the beep.

this has been going on for so long.
stop tourchering me, i know what i did was wrong.
i questioned if i should text or make a call.
but you made it clear when i passed you at the mall.

you don't want to see me again.
i get that, i just don't know where to begin.
we were so good together.
friends for years, forever.

please see the hurt in my heart.
and let's make a brand new start.

im not that same girl anymore.

Sometimes

Sometimes reality isn't enough
Sometimes it takes more than one
Sometimes the warmth we feel becomes cold
Sometimes the shadow that follows us, hides
Sometimes we lose sight of the truth
Sometimes the ache we feel never leaves
Sometimes the pain we endure, never heals
Sometimes our fantasy's become our reality
Sometimes we become the person we swore we wouldn't
Sometimes our fears blind us
Sometimes tragedy's help us
Sometimes God changes our plans
Sometimes happiness is damned
Sometimes weakness builds our strengths
Sometimes awkwardness creates comfort
Sometimes music makes us stand
Sometimes words make us believe
Sometimes judging makes us avoid the mirror
Sometimes our friends deceive us
Sometimes we forget, forget mistakes are made
Sometimes colors paint the things we couldn't say
Sometimes faking becomes the truth
Sometimes pretend becomes an actor on a stage
Sometimes singing creates an angel
Sometimes love makes us see
Sometimes black and white is gray
Sometimes anger becomes laughter
Sometimes I forget to let go
Always, I change.
Always, I believe.
Always, I continue.
Never, do I hate.

-Samantha Paige Averett

Dramatic Gratitude

Everyone and anyone who knows me knows that I am dramatic and can play various characters on the spot! I have been complimented and praised and just plain thanked for my so called incredible talent! I really have loved being in Drama this year and plan on continuing my life with such classes! It's fun and I enjoy sharing my talent. These past few weeks I have been preparing for Districts that will be held in Marsh Valley in the next couple of weeks! It's getting cold and I really have not been practicing like I should! I finally got down my humorous monologue with Toni and it shall be quite hilarious! It's an original so you can guarantee that there will be a few of my personal humorous jokes in there. I think I got a lot of my humor from my parents and I am thankful for that. With Thanksgiving coming up I have been focusing on the real blessings in my life and the choices I have been given! I will be giving most of my time towards the things I want the most & I really want to go to Districts! So wish me luck!
Thanks

Photo Shoot (:

Some Simple Pictures Of Myself (:

My Music.

Im Not Afraid Of My Music:

Lily Allen
Jonas Brothers
Taking Back Sunday
Yellowcard
Dashboard Conffesional
Ross Copperman
The Secret Handshake
Metro Station
Coldplay
Ron Pope
I Nine
Papa Roach
Three Days Grace
Lifehouse
Mayday Parade
We The Kings
Avril Lavigne
Faith Hill
Sugarland
Fall Out Boy
Never Say Never
Regina Spektor
Saving Abel
Johnny Cash
Basshunter
Go Radio
3 Doors Down
Sum 41
Counting Crows
&More Coming.

the new me.

I Am Truely Thankful For The People Who I Can Count On :)
Thank You Much For Caring & Taking The Time To Say Hello
& Actually Doing What You Say You Will.
For The Longest Time I Have Been A Lot Of Talk & No Action.
This Year I Plan To Do Much Better At That.
I Know My Resolutions Are Quite Late...
But It's Never Too Late To Help Change Your Mistakes.
I Hope You Will Forgive Me For Not Being Someone Who You Can Trust.
This School Year Will Be Different.
When I Say I Am Going To Do Something I WILL.
That Means I Must Only Say What I Can Handle.
Thanks For Hearing Me Out. :)
♥-SamanthaPaige.