Tuesday, January 20, 2009

Laughter Quakes ; The World Breaks

Shades of red and orange
Wisp their way through the wind
Midnight comes to trade the daylight
And sudden quakes of laughter explode just right

Surrounded by the brief second of a chance
This might be it; this might be the last dance
Crying winds fade to stilled dust
If it breaks the vow it shows coward lust

Awakening calls forever
In the last moment; the last endeavor
Shallow beings have roughed this world
The utter display of a forgotten pearl

Sand that washed upon the shore
With hearts who mend the broken tore
Disasters don't say much about the suffering
Just give those beings a time for buffering

Maybe more; maybe less
Who knows if the time has passed
The hope is lost; and found again
But soon to find this lousy trend

Sunday, January 4, 2009

Little Kid Reunion & New Phone

Okay, so you know what's weird but so cool at the same time? Reconnecting with your kindergarten friends. You know, the ones you chased your crush around with (: So oddly and amazingly I have recently done this. My friend Rachel randomly found me on Facebook & we talked for forever! Then, my bestest friend from kindergarten... Krissa found me too (: I guess Rachel & Krissa are still friends & go to Rigby High (: It's so strange, haha! But anyways, so Rachel is so amazing and so freakin' cute! Her family is so big and she has little brothers now. I wish I had a little brother. Then Krissa plays the guitar, sings, and is still the baby of the family like myself (: They both have changed so much & I have not seen them since my mother's funeral almost four years ago. They are the bestest friends I have ever had and remind me so much of my childhood. I remember jumping on the trapoline with them and playing house and my birthday parties with them. It's like all of my memories from Midway Elementary are coming back to me. I wonder who I would be today if I still lived out there. Oh boy, I don't think it would matter much because wouldn't see myself now, but I am glad the changes in my life happened because I like me now (: I have experienced so many things out there and I have never been sheltered. & No matter how hard that might seem, it's only made me stronger people. It's never made me shatter or fall without the knowledge that I would come back up with flying colors. Both of my friends have come so far and are so beautiful. They live out in the same places, I believe and it's kind of funny. You know my mother stayed in the same place, basically, all of her life and she really loved to travel. I am wondering if we would have ever got out of Rexburg if she had not passed. I couldn't stand Rexburg and I still really can't, but it's a beautiful place and that's really the only good memories that took place other than the ones I had with my mother and cousin up there. Anyways... about the new phone. Yuck. It feels like a day ago I got a new one. It was nice and stuff but now that we switched our plans I can't activate it anymore. So I am looking for a blackberry, maybe or something cool like that. From Verizon of course (: Don't worry, my phone number shouldn't change, no, it won't.
Love ya guys,
-SAM