Thursday, December 25, 2008
Home for Christmas (:
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
She wears makeup at night
Nobody will see her true beauty
She's afraid of that boys feelings
Wonderin' what he's thinkin'
Wonderin' if she's even blinkin'
Is she starin' right in his eyes
Or is she listenin' to all of those lies
She doesn't see that cover up
She doesn't paint those eyes
She wears makeup at night
Afraid of what they'll say
What she doesn't know,
Is that she was made just that way
Just the way she is when she stands
Just the way she is when she smiles
Just the she is when she cries
If only she knew
She would fly so high
If only she'd let what they said...
Roll off her shoulders
She wears make up at night
She's afraid of her own sight
Friday, December 19, 2008
Permit & Mamma Mia
Monday, December 15, 2008
Beautiful Blessings
This picture below is of my beautiful cousins, Jason (4) and Jared (2)! Little children give me warm feelings when they smile or say something unexpected and they are always suprsing me. The most innocent creations out there and I only wished I could have stayed as innocent as they are now.
Such beautiful boys =]
Sunday, December 14, 2008
HAPPY HOLIDAYS.

HAPPY HOLIDAYS GUYS!
The picture above is one I took of some traditional snowmen my mother made when she was into crafts and stuff =]
Today I spend most of the day watching the snow fall, taking pictures & decorating the house to make it feel and looks more like Christmas at my house. Now it is very warm and cozy and I am very satisfied with the way it turned out! It looked beautiful and my day was spent happy & warm. I like these kind of days. Laid back but purposeful and enjoyable. Christmas is almost here and I don't know what you celebrate this time of year but whatever it is just enjoy the warmth of your home and the friends that you find =] Also, enjoy your break; if you get one =]
I am looking forward to my break and can't wait for the New Year =] 2009!
Wow, it's seems just like yesterday that it was 2001. Had it really been that long? I feel much older and wiser =] That's a good thing, I guess!
I have been listening to Christmas music all day and nothing else! It definitely gets you in the Christmas mood and cheerful spirit! All this snow makes it even more believable. Of course, if snow doesn't prove winter for you than Christmas should do it =]
It's cold but beautiful here in Idaho & I really wouldn't have it any other way. Something that would be amazing is to spend Christmas in New York. When I went there is was great but just to feel that Christmas spirit in New York would be a great gift! I don't really have a list this year. Anything I get will be a blessing because of the economy and money issues. So feel free to make me something! That's what I have been saying to most of my friends =] I love the homemade!
For some reason it lasts longer and it's more special if someone makes something rather than buying a gift that I eventually give up on. Love you all & enjoy yourselves! Seriously, whether you spend time with your family, or spend it alone, Just remember how much you are loved!
REMEMBER YOUR BLESSING =]
HAPPY HOLIDAYS
-SAM
Saturday, December 13, 2008
you're beautiful
you're beautiful
I know my destination
thanks for reading!
BeHappy!

sometimes i wonder if it's possible^
"the truth may hurt,
but sometimes the truth is worth hearing,
because the truth tells a story
that only makes sense with all the pieces."
-samantha paige.
Friday, December 12, 2008
Steven is gone
im gonna
i almos
I saved
i am cryin
he's the kind of guy who says hi in the hallw
or takes
he's brill
i wish him luck in Minne
=]
Thursday, December 11, 2008
Things Aren't Always Set In Stone
This last week I've realized just how much plans don't go through most of the times. That's why we as humans come up with "Plan B" It's quite helpful actually and I tend to use it more than needed. I have my choir concert tonight at 7:30 PM and I am excited for my grandmother's and aunt<--(maybe), to attend. I have worked hard as an individual and enjoy singing very much. I'd rather act than sing but I find that I fit in both & will keep singing until my voice fades on me. (: I hope that you come if you find choir concerts enjoyable and such. I also preformed my piece today with Toni & the class loved it. I feel like I could have put more effort into the writing part and not procrastinated as much, but we seemed to pull it off quite nicely. Christmas Break couldn't come any faster if I pushed it along myself. I will have so much relief once it's finally here. This Sunday is my cousin, Jared's, birthday and he is turning two (: I am going to eat some cake and ice cream and play with him and then prepare for another long week of school until break! I have two articles due soon so I must be on my way with the finishing touches of my rough draft. I am such a perfectionist. Taylor & I discussed a few topics today in A.P Bio and none consisted of Biology (= I love that kid. Well I am going to do what I must & I will hopefully blog some more once my schedule settles down.
-SAM
Monday, December 8, 2008
Beautiful Things Never Last
& the snow may fall
I'll be there to witness it all
Where the children cry
& the people turn to a lie
I'll understand; I'll know why
Where God isn't present
& we give up on him
I'll stand up, I'll question them
Where our feet feel numb
& we've had enough
I'll be there to push us on up
Where people waste their chances
& living for today isn't their motto
I'll stand up, I'll sing staccato
Where beautiful things never last
& people dread the future & live in the past
I'll be there, whether bounded, whether vast
On & Off.
-xo
SAM
Saturday, December 6, 2008
Friends.




Without friendship there is no determination or motivation for a new and brighter day. Thanks guys & I love you =]
-Samantha Paige.
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Street Lights
I can't guarantee that I will remember what took place today
But I know that this one moment defines my destination
The spotlight could actually be the street lights
The street in my runway
& my hope and all the tears I've cried can be my inspiration
Without those I can credit,
Who do I thank, where is my faith?
Happiness isn't just my awakening challenge
It's my timeliness and determination
One day someone will come
That someone will change my life
But till' then,
I can't just wait around for that one day to come
For the street lights dim
& my chances run thin
And suddenly there's no time to win
Make these street lights shine with meaning
Tuesday, December 2, 2008
Drivers Education
Monday, December 1, 2008
Edit,
To Do List.
-SAM
Saturday, November 29, 2008
Fresh Starts
EXCERPT:
We’ve been here many times before and just to believe what we once believed would be quite impossible with the knowledge we have recently encountered. Some kind of fear deep inside of us might reach the top in a matter of seconds and cause an extraordinary reaction. This reaction is nothing we would enjoy, because every second it occurred would be another reality check to the facts we already know. The pain we might meet is not worth it. To go back again is just saying how much we’ve missed the pain. Who’s missed pain? I know with every waking moment I never miss pain. I let go of every grudge, every awkward silence, every unanswered question and every lie. I rely on the truth. The truth may hurt to hear, but the truth is worth hearing because the truth tells a story that only makes sense with all of the pieces.
-Samantha Paige Averett
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
Thanksgiving.
I enjoy spending time with family and eating tons of food that I really shouldn't eat because then I get sick and full and then it's not fun. <---Haha. No. Not really, but still. The best part is that I really have enjoyed the past years where I get to mention the things that have made me who I am in the past. My family, my friends, my struggles, my joys and my accomplishments (: I hope you all have a wonderful Thanksgiving and remember the things that make you who you are, your children, your friends, your mom or your dad and remember that you are blessed in so many ways than you can even imagine (:
HAPPY THANKSGIVING
A Definition
MARIAH:
Its hard to think of what defines a person. Is it their hair? Or is it perhaps their eyes, or their clothes or their income? Or maybe, its something completely different. Maybe what defines a person is not as superficial as their looks, or their social status. It might just be their heart, their passion, and their determination to succeed at all costs. Maybe it can be seen in how they treat others, or how they look at life. Could a persons definition be measured in how many tears they have cried or how many times they have smiled? I really couldn't tell you. However one thing that I do know is that I am me. There is no secret recipe or definition. I am just a girl like any other that it trying to make sense of all of this. I am too different and unique to have a definition. I be will who I want to be without the restrictions of society, and to me that is just fine. I like being me. It's a lot better than a definition.
Sunday, November 23, 2008
Such A Sweet Little Boy
So This Poem I Wrote For My Baby Cousin, Jared Buxton. He Was Born On December 14th, 2006 (:
I Memorized This Poem & I Also Published It In A Collection Of Poems. I Won A Contest & Honestly It's Just Short & Sweet. But It Made My Uncle Cry & My Aunt As Well. It Meant A Lot To Them (;
All Cradled With Joy
On This Sweet Miraculous Day
Such A Gentle Father
Such A Caring Mother
What A Wondrous Brother
How Blessed Is He
How Blessed Our We
Such A Sweet Little Boy
All Cradled With Joy
On This Sweet Miraculous Day
http://www.poetry.com/dotnet/P8626189/999/1/display.aspx
Monday, November 17, 2008
November 21st
I Made Them! They Will Be On November 21st @ Marsh Valley During School! I Am Thrilled And Got Great Feed Back! An Original Humorous By Toni & I Is So Worth It For Districts & We Are Polishing Hoping We Make State Which Is December 5th & 6th! Come Watch Us For Both!
I Am Selling Poinsettia's For The Holidays So Let Me Know If You Want Any. It's For Choir Tour In March! Twilight Also Comes Out On The 21st & I Am Excited For That...
Although I Won't Be Able To See It Until Tickets Are Not Sold Out Anymore, Haha (:
It's A Big Hit, I Guess (; I Have Read The Books But I'm Not Obsessed Like Most Girls & I Never Say I Wish I Was Bella. Haha (:
Well November 21st, Great Day & I'm An Excited Human Being!
Sunday, November 16, 2008
Colorful Definition
Here Are Some Pictures I Took With A Very Colorful Look! (:


Friday, November 14, 2008
Districts!
Yesterday was the 13th and also one of the biggest days of the year for me.
Auditions for districts! My ensemble and I preformed extremely well and the judges couldn't stop laughing! Although we didn't get any feed-back, because it is not aloud in auditions, we did get a great reaction. I felt great not only because I remembered all of my lines, but I wrote it myself and for that I am really proud of! It's something I wasn't sure of but even if I don't get accepted to districts I will go on knowing that I made a difference. This year is going to be great and Mr. Rodgers is an amazing drama teacher (: Keep posted for more information!
*Districts-November 21st @ Marsh Valley High (:
this fear.
-samantha paige.
Thursday, November 13, 2008
my amazing grace.
so the stars go out each night
the sky and the sun collide with the morning light
to wake to a morning full of sunshine
this might be my amazing grace
there is no purpose of standing here
i just feel like it today
i want to learn to feel
once again i cannot face my fear
a little child to see
there smile
and an awkward silence
but yet this could be my amazing grace
my day goes by slowly
as usual
i cannot stand high enough
but this might be my amazing grace
You Held My Hand.
My hand may get sweaty.
And my arms may get tired.
But You Held My Hand.
My life might get confusing.
And my heart might be broken,
But You Held My Hand.
I made many mistakes.
And I cried and I faked.
But You Held My Hand.
I spoke without meaning.
And I left without you knowing.
But You Held My Hand.
I screamed into my pillow.
I shut you out of our duo.
But You Held My Hand.
I dreamed and I hoped.
I smiled and I coped.
I ran and I hid.
I lost every bid.
And every time I made a mistake.
You Held My Hand.
You Hold My Hand.
And I Know With All My Heart.
That You Will Hold My Hand.
-Samantha Paige Averett
the little things.
throw a Frisbee in the air.
and hope to God it comes back here.
make a promise.
fight a tear.
and hope to God you're welcome here.
shed one word of truth and doubt.
make that person scream or shout.
hold them close then let them go.
throw a Frisbee in the air.
and hope to God it comes back here
FOREVER
i hear the whispers.
love me. love me.
i want to feel something.
forever i belong with you.
i want you to take me there.
show me through your eyes.
i want to make something.
something that blows you away,
forever i belong with you.
my music is filled with your voice.
THIS PEN
this pen writes so much.
the permanant effect is so thrilling.
knowing you can't go back once you put it to paper.
don't panic.
i am sure there is a way to take it back.
if you really want to.
throw it away.
or burn it or tear it into tiny little pieces.
there might be a way.
but think about it before you use this pen.
this pen is my destiny and your right or wrong answer.
hold the pen sturdy or don't hold it at all.
labled.
i do believe in emotion.
i don't believe hate is right.
i do believe love creates.
labels are just a way to organize peoples friends.
a way to simplify who each being is.
nobody wants to be known as gay.
somebody wants to be know as happy.
a boy did not run because he was afraid.
he ran because he didn't know what to do.
don't label them as the man who did this.
or the man who didn't do that.
call them for who they really are.
by their first or last name.
by the smile on their face.
by the happiness they create.
share your knowledge today.
forget the labels on your face.
start by happiness at a slowly pace.
left unspoken
i don't really care much about who
maybe someone who gives a damn
or maybe that someone who calls me sam
i almost forget how it feels to relax
and then you take control to the max
i almost forget how it feels to just be a kid
and people take advantage and just bid
should i forget about the memories i spent here
or should i get over it, but that will last at least a year
i want you to be here, and tell me it's going to be fine
i want you to understand and help me ease my mind
i am left unspoken, speechless
i miss the times we spent
and the all the helping hands that were lent
thanks and I won't forget
im sorry.
and i realize you are already on your way.
but i though just maybe i could turn your mind around.
maybe keep you running to reach the ground.
im sorry for breaking all the promises
that i wasn't around to keep.
im sorry that i judged you
and when i called i didn't leave a message at the beep.
this has been going on for so long.
stop tourchering me, i know what i did was wrong.
i questioned if i should text or make a call.
but you made it clear when i passed you at the mall.
you don't want to see me again.
i get that, i just don't know where to begin.
we were so good together.
friends for years, forever.
please see the hurt in my heart.
and let's make a brand new start.
im not that same girl anymore.
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
Sometimes
Sometimes it takes more than one
Sometimes the warmth we feel becomes cold
Sometimes the shadow that follows us, hides
Sometimes we lose sight of the truth
Sometimes the ache we feel never leaves
Sometimes the pain we endure, never heals
Sometimes our fantasy's become our reality
Sometimes we become the person we swore we wouldn't
Sometimes our fears blind us
Sometimes tragedy's help us
Sometimes God changes our plans
Sometimes happiness is damned
Sometimes weakness builds our strengths
Sometimes awkwardness creates comfort
Sometimes music makes us stand
Sometimes words make us believe
Sometimes judging makes us avoid the mirror
Sometimes our friends deceive us
Sometimes we forget, forget mistakes are made
Sometimes colors paint the things we couldn't say
Sometimes faking becomes the truth
Sometimes pretend becomes an actor on a stage
Sometimes singing creates an angel
Sometimes love makes us see
Sometimes black and white is gray
Sometimes anger becomes laughter
Sometimes I forget to let go
Always, I change.
Always, I believe.
Always, I continue.
Never, do I hate.
-Samantha Paige Averett
Monday, November 10, 2008
Dramatic Gratitude
Thanks
Sunday, November 9, 2008
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
My Music.
Lily Allen
Jonas Brothers
Taking Back Sunday
Yellowcard
Dashboard Conffesional
Ross Copperman
The Secret Handshake
Metro Station
Coldplay
Ron Pope
I Nine
Papa Roach
Three Days Grace
Lifehouse
Mayday Parade
We The Kings
Avril Lavigne
Faith Hill
Sugarland
Fall Out Boy
Never Say Never
Regina Spektor
Saving Abel
Johnny Cash
Basshunter
Go Radio
3 Doors Down
Sum 41
Counting Crows
&More Coming.
Monday, September 1, 2008
the new me.

Thank You Much For Caring & Taking The Time To Say Hello
& Actually Doing What You Say You Will.
For The Longest Time I Have Been A Lot Of Talk & No Action.
This Year I Plan To Do Much Better At That.
I Know My Resolutions Are Quite Late...
But It's Never Too Late To Help Change Your Mistakes.
I Hope You Will Forgive Me For Not Being Someone Who You Can Trust.
This School Year Will Be Different.
When I Say I Am Going To Do Something I WILL.
That Means I Must Only Say What I Can Handle.
Thanks For Hearing Me Out. :)
♥-SamanthaPaige.

Friday, August 29, 2008
First Impressional Friends
OhMyGoodness.
Okay So I Have Been Through Lots In My Life & Friends Were The Easiest People To Turn To.
Let's Name A Few...
Shall We?
Krissa:
Kindergarten.
She Made The First Impression.
She Came Up To Me & Was Like.
Wanna Be Friends?
I Miss The Times When That's All It Took To Be Someone's Friend.
Nicole:
Kindergarten & 1st Grade.
I Made The First Impression.
I Told Her That I Enjoyed Her Smile.
We Clicked & It's Funny How I Remember All Of This.
Sarah:
2nd Grade-4th Grade
We Were The Best Of Friends.
She Made The First Impression.
She Laughed At A Joke Of Mine & We Instantly Became Friends.
We Lost Touch The Following Years As People Do.
We Changed :(
DaNeesha:
2nd Grade-6th Grade.
I Made The First Impression.
She Was Friends With My Cousin, Haylee.
I Somehow Just Found Myself Talking With Her & After That We Could Do Anything Together.
Amber:
5th Grade-7th Grade
She made The First Impression, Of Course.
She Was Willd & Taught Me To Express Myself.
Times Changed & I Moved Away But We Shared A Lot Together :)
I Won't Forget Her.
Prank Calls To Cute Boys & Getting In Trouble With Their Moms' Were The Best & Most Priceless Times!
Brittney:
5th Grade-Present
Wow.
This Girl Makes Me Laugh.
I Made The First Impression, & Am Glad I Did!
Couldn't Live Without Her.
Going To Football Games.
& Listening To One Anothers Stories Are Memories I Will Cherrish.
Kihra:
7th Grade-Present.
Haha.
Crazy Yet So Amazing.
Her Voice Gives Me Chills.
She's That Good.
I Love Her To Death...
& We Spent Some Pretty Priceless Moments Back East.
Rodrigo:
7th Grade-?
Right Now It's Kind Of Unknown.
I Made A Mistake But He's Still A Friend I Won't Forget.
We Had Some Amazing Times During The High School Play.
We Made Each Other Laugh, & I Hope He Hasn't Forgotten.
Autumn:
8th Grade-Present.
Lovely Women :)
I Enjoy Her Much & She Had Always Made Me Feel Welcome.
She's Got Talent & Will Go Far.
♥
Skyann:
9th Grade-Present.
She Made A Lovely Impression.
Thanks Sky :)
I Enjoy How Outgoing She Is.
We Both Plan On Becoming Film Directors Someday.
I Hope We Can Get Together & Make Some Memories.
Julia:
Present
OOOOH :)
I Love Her So Freaking Much.
I Could Not,(Literally), Live Without This One!
We Spend Endless Days Together & Will Always Be Friends.
Blake (:
Present
I Love This Boy!
He Is A Hero Of Mine & Is So Happy & Bright
He Made The First Impression At A Football Game (:
We Both Didn't Know Anything About Football At The Time But
Clicked (: Yay!
Tanner:
Present
Such A Cutie & Hilarious As Can Be!
I Love Him Too & Enjoy His Silly Texts!
Oh Boy Halloween Was Fun!
♥
There Are Plently More.
But These Were Great First Impressions :)