Thursday, December 25, 2008

Home for Christmas (:

I'd rather be home for Christmas & I'm glad I made it home just in time for Santa to come to my house. (: This morning was wonderful and all the little and big things that I got doesn't compare to the memories I will keep and share with the ones I love. (: It's been a good, full and rough year, but I've found what matters the most to me and I am glad that I get to do the things I do. I am glad for my freedom and the trust bond that me and my father have (: Merry Christmas, Happy Holidays. Remember how much you are loved and if you're not with your family or friends then know that someone is thinking of you (: & It's me!

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

She wears makeup at night

She's afraid that even in her dreams
Nobody will see her true beauty
She's afraid of that boys feelings
Wonderin' what he's thinkin'
Wonderin' if she's even blinkin'
Is she starin' right in his eyes
Or is she listenin' to all of those lies
She doesn't see that cover up
She doesn't paint those eyes
She wears makeup at night
Afraid of what they'll say
What she doesn't know,
Is that she was made just that way
Just the way she is when she stands
Just the way she is when she smiles
Just the she is when she cries
If only she knew
She would fly so high
If only she'd let what they said...
Roll off her shoulders
She wears make up at night
She's afraid of her own sight

Friday, December 19, 2008

Permit & Mamma Mia

Hey guys! Gosh, it's been a long but filled week. Sorry I have not been able to post much of anything. I just got my permit! It was nerve racking knowing my father was in the back seat, but I made it through! Yay! 6 months of practice and then I'll have my license =] It's okay that It's so long because I can drive in between and this weather really isn't making me want to jump out and drive anywhere anytime soon, really =] <---haha. Well, Mama Mia. I just watched the movie and I adore it. My choir & I are putting it on in February, at least the musical part! Yay! Such great music with a wonderful funny story! I hope to audition for solo's! Christmas is coming and I am glad that my house is warm, this weather in crazy cold! Well I hope to post things soon! Check out my Photography Blog =] ---> in the links!

Monday, December 15, 2008

Beautiful Blessings


This season always helps to remind me of the things I have and the people I have met, whether good or bad, I've always found the beauty in them all. You could say I am a positive person and some might disagree but I find that every little thing is what counts and all of them put together = blessing beyond compare. I appreciate those who make me smile and usually I find myself smiling as I make someone else smile. Making a person's day is a goal of mine and I have often been told that I've accomplished this simple task. No matter how simple it may be, its always rewarded me with such large blessing =] Befriending people is what counts and keep your word is a big deal =]
This picture below is of my beautiful cousins, Jason (4) and Jared (2)! Little children give me warm feelings when they smile or say something unexpected and they are always suprsing me. The most innocent creations out there and I only wished I could have stayed as innocent as they are now.
Such beautiful boys =]

Click to enlarge ^

Sunday, December 14, 2008

HAPPY HOLIDAYS.


HAPPY HOLIDAYS GUYS!

The picture above is one I took of some traditional snowmen my mother made when she was into crafts and stuff =]
Today I spend most of the day watching the snow fall, taking pictures & decorating the house to make it feel and looks more like Christmas at my house. Now it is very warm and cozy and I am very satisfied with the way it turned out! It looked beautiful and my day was spent happy & warm. I like these kind of days. Laid back but purposeful and enjoyable. Christmas is almost here and I don't know what you celebrate this time of year but whatever it is just enjoy the warmth of your home and the friends that you find =] Also, enjoy your break; if you get one =]
I am looking forward to my break and can't wait for the New Year =] 2009!
Wow, it's seems just like yesterday that it was 2001. Had it really been that long? I feel much older and wiser =] That's a good thing, I guess!
I have been listening to Christmas music all day and nothing else! It definitely gets you in the Christmas mood and cheerful spirit! All this snow makes it even more believable. Of course, if snow doesn't prove winter for you than Christmas should do it =]
It's cold but beautiful here in Idaho & I really wouldn't have it any other way. Something that would be amazing is to spend Christmas in New York. When I went there is was great but just to feel that Christmas spirit in New York would be a great gift! I don't really have a list this year. Anything I get will be a blessing because of the economy and money issues. So feel free to make me something! That's what I have been saying to most of my friends =] I love the homemade!
For some reason it lasts longer and it's more special if someone makes something rather than buying a gift that I eventually give up on. Love you all & enjoy yourselves! Seriously, whether you spend time with your family, or spend it alone, Just remember how much you are loved!
REMEMBER YOUR BLESSING =]

HAPPY HOLIDAYS
-SAM

Saturday, December 13, 2008

you're beautiful

"the fear i once felt isn't there anymore, because i'm not afraid of what people might see in me or what they have not yet experienced. I'll shine through the rooftops and the alley ways. no matter how cliche. I've got a place to be, and I'm not breakin' that for anyone to believe. this is the time for change and telling everybody the truth. so let yourself break free. no matter how lame you sound, you're beautiful in every way. yeah your beautiful in every way. And tell yourself that every day."
you're beautiful

I know my destination

i turn 16 in january. i love simplicity and adore the homemade :) anything and everything is always the key and i don't go through a day without thinking of my dreams and where i might end up. i know i will never stop learning nor do i want to. no matter how boring things may get i always know i can look forward to something fun, because my life is so full of good things and i try to find them as they appear more frequently now. i didn't really notice until i found what i was looking for. i have found the true path of mine and my desire for it has grown ever so strong. i plan to put my name up for everyone to see and someday the world will understand the meaning of true diversity.i am ever so clumsy and such a perfectionist. i always have something to say but my words don't always come out right. i am the kind of person who will be gentle but i won't lie when it comes to the cold honest truth. i am completely opposite from straight-edge and i like to let loose here and there. i have friends who help me and it's always for the good, whether i feel good or bad about it, in the end it always helps me to improve. i know i won't change who i am but i will better myself for the world to see my true potential. i have a weakness for boys who can sing or play the guitar/piano. i am an actor who just happens to sing along with every melody that surrounds me. sometimes i do wish my life was a musical. my life is simple really, but never do i go through a day without a complex situation. i can only take the kind of drama that involves a stage and i have realized that trying to please everyone isn't my strong point. i will do anything and everything for those who will do the same in return. i try to say yes as many times as i can but when i say no, i mean it. ask me some questions & i'll be sure to get back to ya.

thanks for reading!

BeHappy!PEACE 2 Pictures, Images and Photos

sometimes i wonder if it's possible^


"the truth may hurt,


but sometimes the truth is worth hearing,


because the truth tells a story


that only makes sense with all the pieces."



-samantha paige.

Friday, December 12, 2008

Steven is gone

=[

im gonna truly miss him & his talent.

i almost cried.

I saved it for now.


i am crying, seriously & for a perfectly good reason.

he's the kind of guy who says hi in the hallways at school
or takes the time to talk to you.

he's brilliant & one of the few good guys out there.


i wish him luck in Minnesota & i am trying to remember how hard it is to move to a new place. he's gonna do fine.



=]

Thursday, December 11, 2008

Things Aren't Always Set In Stone

That's for sure^. Boy has this week flown by with all the chaotic things I have miraculously accomplished; I am still amazed. But don't think to question it's remotely close to finishing with a standing ovation. I still have a ways to go but this week has been one of my worst weeks; meaning chaotic. It's been fun and satisfying, mainly. I have had a few weak moments & being sick doesn't help the situation but I am confident that I shall finish this week with somewhat of a sign of relief noted close by. I finished and passed my written drivers test with flying colors. It was long but rewarding to know that I know more than what I started out with. I mean, I thought I knew most everything about driving as I began, because watching parents throughout my years = much help and made me confident enough to get behind the wheel. I've always wanted too but I never knew how much I'd learn, seriously. It's been a long two months, but worth it since I will be driving the rest of my life.
This last week I've realized just how much plans don't go through most of the times. That's why we as humans come up with "Plan B" It's quite helpful actually and I tend to use it more than needed. I have my choir concert tonight at 7:30 PM and I am excited for my grandmother's and aunt<--(maybe), to attend. I have worked hard as an individual and enjoy singing very much. I'd rather act than sing but I find that I fit in both & will keep singing until my voice fades on me. (: I hope that you come if you find choir concerts enjoyable and such. I also preformed my piece today with Toni & the class loved it. I feel like I could have put more effort into the writing part and not procrastinated as much, but we seemed to pull it off quite nicely. Christmas Break couldn't come any faster if I pushed it along myself. I will have so much relief once it's finally here. This Sunday is my cousin, Jared's, birthday and he is turning two (: I am going to eat some cake and ice cream and play with him and then prepare for another long week of school until break! I have two articles due soon so I must be on my way with the finishing touches of my rough draft. I am such a perfectionist. Taylor & I discussed a few topics today in A.P Bio and none consisted of Biology (= I love that kid. Well I am going to do what I must & I will hopefully blog some more once my schedule settles down.

-SAM

Monday, December 8, 2008

Beautiful Things Never Last

Where the leaves may turn colors
& the snow may fall
I'll be there to witness it all
Where the children cry
& the people turn to a lie
I'll understand; I'll know why
Where God isn't present
& we give up on him
I'll stand up, I'll question them
Where our feet feel numb
& we've had enough
I'll be there to push us on up
Where people waste their chances
& living for today isn't their motto
I'll stand up, I'll sing staccato
Where beautiful things never last
& people dread the future & live in the past
I'll be there, whether bounded, whether vast

On & Off.

I have been sick on and off lately. As most of you know I was in the hospital about two months ago from an infection and I had to get that yucky ivy in my vain. Ew. It didn't hurt but looked gross with all the blood. I missed a day of drivers ed that day because I was stuck in the hospital with my dad and doctor. I am much better now, but I was also dehydrated and that sucked a lot. Since i missed drivers ed I have to make it up tomorrow along with my final test! Until 8 PM tomorrow night.Yuck! I hate being sick because I miss out on the best things in life. Like going to school and accomplishing the things on "My List" (: It's snowing right now. I am excited for that & since I am home & have rested long enough, I really think I will put up my Christmas tree. Being sick sucks! Honestly, I would do anything for my body to feel better again. Yuck. Any advice on what to do. My mom was always the one to take care of me when I was sick. But now that she's gone, My dad just works a lot and tells me to take Tylenol and sleep. It works but it doesn't make my mind feel any better. So seriously, any advice, feel free to add some? Or let me know on myspace like most of you reply on. Thanks a tons!
-xo
SAM

Saturday, December 6, 2008

Friends.




Sometimes the people in your lives that surround you are easily taken for granted. I kind of do this sometimes. But I just want my friends to know how much they mean to me & how much I will never purposefully take them for granted. They mean the world to me=]
Without friendship there is no determination or motivation for a new and brighter day. Thanks guys & I love you =]
-Samantha Paige.

Street Lights

This seems more like moments than memories
I can't guarantee that I will remember what took place today
But I know that this one moment defines my destination
The spotlight could actually be the street lights
The street in my runway
& my hope and all the tears I've cried can be my inspiration
Without those I can credit,
Who do I thank, where is my faith?
Happiness isn't just my awakening challenge
It's my timeliness and determination
One day someone will come
That someone will change my life
But till' then,
I can't just wait around for that one day to come
For the street lights dim
& my chances run thin
And suddenly there's no time to win
Make these street lights shine with meaning

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

Drivers Education

For everyone and anyone who knows I have been taking classes for drivers ed since mid September, I am here to tell you now that I am one class away from finishing and getting my permit. It's exciting! Finally...I can driver around, although I must be with someone over 21 years of age, I can still drive. I am not completely thrilled because I still can't drive alone legally but I am thankful that I am close to being one more step to freedom! Yay! Seriously, I have had to beg for rides from my family members who do drive and usually turn to friends siblings, their parents, or the bus for transportation. Now that's not such a big deal but life would be and will be easier once I get my license and car! I am fortunate enough to have taken the class at such a young age, but I feel behind because most kids in my grade have their license and a few freshman as well. But because of my college experience over the summer and taking classes I just didn't have time to take the class. But I am done now so no worries. I will have my license and night license at the same time so I won't have to wait like most of the teens in my class! Because I will be 16 1/2 when I officially get my license! Yay! I am a great driver and I know that because my dad even told me this. He is a very experienced driver and of course bias towards me but I know this anyways because my teacher has given me good grade! nothing below a B! My destination drive is approaching and so is my final! Wish me luck!

Monday, December 1, 2008

Edit,

"I believe that if you took the time to care about me, you would see just how much I care about you."

Call Me If You Need Me
# 208-569-0956

To Do List.

In my blogs I have been known to show my agenda. This month is full and I am barely leaving enough room for me to breathe. There is a main event happening each week and I really am trying to decide what to participate in and what to leave out. I really don't want to leave things out but I am afraid I don't have enough time. This week is state for drama and this weekend I have to fix my dress for my choir concert that is on the 11th. I know I won't be doing a whole lot of writing and that includes my personal writing. I feel bad but I must do what's on my to do list. I really wish I could do everything and I will try with all my power to do so, but I need breaks in between and I hope you all understand. For those of you who read my myspace blog and livejournal, thanks for keeping up and leaving comments/feedback. It makes me feel like someone is out there helping me every step of the way. & for those who are just beginning, you're in for a ride. <---Haha. Today, Dec. 1st I received my drama sweater! It's warm. Another thing that I am happy about it that most of my teachers that I e-mailed, responded to my survey for journalism. That's something I didn't think they would have time to do, a silly old survey, but it's going to help for my article and they can later read it. Today's blog seems extra long because I feel like I am actually talking to you all personally (: Well, wish me luck for this week and next. Preformances are my favorite but I always get nervous. Oh & If you want a Poinsettia(s)... Just let me know ASAP. The last day is December 10th! Thanks.
-SAM

Saturday, November 29, 2008

Fresh Starts

As most of you know I write short stories and novels like I live and breathe (: It's that easy to me and I have recently been inspired to write another book. I have already written a short series, Apple Blossom, Awakening Blossom and Open Blossom. Of course I have not edited them or come close to publishing them because I not at that point in my life where that would be necessary at my current age. I am just throwing out ideas for my future and I will have a book published in the future for sure. But back to my new inspiration. I have recently caught up with my uncle and we have discussed a few things. Some of the things I have mentioned seem like a great topic for the new idea of a book/story. I usually don't title my stories before I begin writing them but with all the words I have already written out I thought I would just title it Fresh Starts for now. Here is the beginning or the prologue type thing for my story to start out with. It's short but it expresses lots of feelings. I have almost finished the first chapter and started the day before Thanksgiving (:

EXCERPT:

We’ve been here many times before and just to believe what we once believed would be quite impossible with the knowledge we have recently encountered. Some kind of fear deep inside of us might reach the top in a matter of seconds and cause an extraordinary reaction. This reaction is nothing we would enjoy, because every second it occurred would be another reality check to the facts we already know. The pain we might meet is not worth it. To go back again is just saying how much we’ve missed the pain. Who’s missed pain? I know with every waking moment I never miss pain. I let go of every grudge, every awkward silence, every unanswered question and every lie. I rely on the truth. The truth may hurt to hear, but the truth is worth hearing because the truth tells a story that only makes sense with all of the pieces.

-Samantha Paige Averett

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

Thanksgiving.

It's honestly my favorite time of the year. Just before Christmas and right after Halloween (:
I enjoy spending time with family and eating tons of food that I really shouldn't eat because then I get sick and full and then it's not fun. <---Haha. No. Not really, but still. The best part is that I really have enjoyed the past years where I get to mention the things that have made me who I am in the past. My family, my friends, my struggles, my joys and my accomplishments (: I hope you all have a wonderful Thanksgiving and remember the things that make you who you are, your children, your friends, your mom or your dad and remember that you are blessed in so many ways than you can even imagine (:


HAPPY THANKSGIVING

A Definition

My Sister Will Agree That She Really Is Not The Best Writer, But I Found Something Special From Her And When Someone Wants To Say Something It Seems To Come Out Right.

MARIAH:
Its hard to think of what defines a person. Is it their hair? Or is it perhaps their eyes, or their clothes or their income? Or maybe, its something completely different. Maybe what defines a person is not as superficial as their looks, or their social status. It might just be their heart, their passion, and their determination to succeed at all costs. Maybe it can be seen in how they treat others, or how they look at life. Could a persons definition be measured in how many tears they have cried or how many times they have smiled? I really couldn't tell you. However one thing that I do know is that I am me. There is no secret recipe or definition. I am just a girl like any other that it trying to make sense of all of this. I am too different and unique to have a definition. I be will who I want to be without the restrictions of society, and to me that is just fine. I like being me. It's a lot better than a definition.

Sunday, November 23, 2008

Such A Sweet Little Boy

Okay,
So This Poem I Wrote For My Baby Cousin, Jared Buxton. He Was Born On December 14th, 2006 (:
I Memorized This Poem & I Also Published It In A Collection Of Poems. I Won A Contest & Honestly It's Just Short & Sweet. But It Made My Uncle Cry & My Aunt As Well. It Meant A Lot To Them (;

Such A Sweet Little Boy
All Cradled With Joy
On This Sweet Miraculous Day

Such A Gentle Father
Such A Caring Mother
What A Wondrous Brother

How Blessed Is He
How Blessed Our We

Such A Sweet Little Boy
All Cradled With Joy
On This Sweet Miraculous Day

-Sam Averett
To See It Published Go Here--->
http://www.poetry.com/dotnet/P8626189/999/1/display.aspx

Monday, November 17, 2008

November 21st

Districts (:
I Made Them! They Will Be On November 21st @ Marsh Valley During School! I Am Thrilled And Got Great Feed Back! An Original Humorous By Toni & I Is So Worth It For Districts & We Are Polishing Hoping We Make State Which Is December 5th & 6th! Come Watch Us For Both!
I Am Selling Poinsettia's For The Holidays So Let Me Know If You Want Any. It's For Choir Tour In March! Twilight Also Comes Out On The 21st & I Am Excited For That...
Although I Won't Be Able To See It Until Tickets Are Not Sold Out Anymore, Haha (:
It's A Big Hit, I Guess (; I Have Read The Books But I'm Not Obsessed Like Most Girls & I Never Say I Wish I Was Bella. Haha (:
Well November 21st, Great Day & I'm An Excited Human Being!

Sunday, November 16, 2008

Colorful Definition

So I love color more than black and white because it's more detailed this way. Color represents more than just the reflection of a rainbow in the rain (: i enjoy the bright and warm feelings that i get from dressing up in such beautiful colors! I am just a colorful person that way! I think everyone should have a variety in their lives! Every color is unique and I guess you could compare every color with every person in the world. One color can say a lot about a person and defines them for who they are. When asked what my favorite color is, I simply respond with the ones that stand out the most to me. Purple, Orange & Yellow (:
Here Are Some Pictures I Took With A Very Colorful Look! (:

Friday, November 14, 2008

Districts!

Today is November 14th, 2008!
Yesterday was the 13th and also one of the biggest days of the year for me.
Auditions for districts! My ensemble and I preformed extremely well and the judges couldn't stop laughing! Although we didn't get any feed-back, because it is not aloud in auditions, we did get a great reaction. I felt great not only because I remembered all of my lines, but I wrote it myself and for that I am really proud of! It's something I wasn't sure of but even if I don't get accepted to districts I will go on knowing that I made a difference. This year is going to be great and Mr. Rodgers is an amazing drama teacher (: Keep posted for more information!
*Districts-November 21st @ Marsh Valley High (:

this fear.

the fear i once felt isn't there anymore, because i'm not afraid of what people might see in me or what they have not yet experienced. I'll shine through the rooftops and the alley ways. no matter how cliche. I've got a place to be, and I'm not breakin' that for anyone to believe. this is the time for change and telling everybody the truth. so let yourself break free. no matter how lame you sound, you're beautiful in every way. yeah you're beautiful in every way. And tell yourself that every day.
-samantha paige.

Thursday, November 13, 2008

my amazing grace.

so the stars go out each night
the sky and the sun collide with the morning light
to wake to a morning full of sunshine
this might be my amazing grace

there is no purpose of standing here
i just feel like it today
i want to learn to feel
once again i cannot face my fear

a little child to see
there smile
and an awkward silence
but yet this could be my amazing grace

my day goes by slowly
as usual
i cannot stand high enough
but this might be my amazing grace

You Held My Hand.

My hand may get sweaty.

And my arms may get tired.

But You Held My Hand.

My life might get confusing.

And my heart might be broken,

But You Held My Hand.

I made many mistakes.

And I cried and I faked.

But You Held My Hand.

I spoke without meaning.

And I left without you knowing.

But You Held My Hand.

I screamed into my pillow.

I shut you out of our duo.

But You Held My Hand.

I dreamed and I hoped.

I smiled and I coped.

I ran and I hid.

I lost every bid.

And every time I made a mistake.

You Held My Hand.

You Hold My Hand.

And I Know With All My Heart.

That You Will Hold My Hand.


-Samantha Paige Averett

the little things.

FRISBEE
throw a Frisbee in the air.
and hope to God it comes back here.
make a promise.
fight a tear.
and hope to God you're welcome here.
shed one word of truth and doubt.
make that person scream or shout.
hold them close then let them go.
throw a Frisbee in the air.
and hope to God it comes back here


FOREVER
i hear the whispers.
love me. love me.
i want to feel something.
forever i belong with you.
i want you to take me there.
show me through your eyes.
i want to make something.
something that blows you away,
forever i belong with you.
my music is filled with your voice.



THIS PEN
this pen writes so much.
the permanant effect is so thrilling.
knowing you can't go back once you put it to paper.
don't panic.
i am sure there is a way to take it back.
if you really want to.
throw it away.
or burn it or tear it into tiny little pieces.
there might be a way.
but think about it before you use this pen.
this pen is my destiny and your right or wrong answer.
hold the pen sturdy or don't hold it at all.

labled.

i don't believe in labels.
i do believe in emotion.
i don't believe hate is right.
i do believe love creates.
labels are just a way to organize peoples friends.
a way to simplify who each being is.
nobody wants to be known as gay.
somebody wants to be know as happy.
a boy did not run because he was afraid.
he ran because he didn't know what to do.
don't label them as the man who did this.
or the man who didn't do that.
call them for who they really are.
by their first or last name.
by the smile on their face.
by the happiness they create.
share your knowledge today.
forget the labels on your face.
start by happiness at a slowly pace.

left unspoken

i could really use someone to talk to
i don't really care much about who
maybe someone who gives a damn
or maybe that someone who calls me sam

i almost forget how it feels to relax
and then you take control to the max
i almost forget how it feels to just be a kid
and people take advantage and just bid

should i forget about the memories i spent here
or should i get over it, but that will last at least a year
i want you to be here, and tell me it's going to be fine
i want you to understand and help me ease my mind

i am left unspoken, speechless
i miss the times we spent
and the all the helping hands that were lent
thanks and I won't forget

im sorry.

this is the last time i will every beg you to stay.
and i realize you are already on your way.
but i though just maybe i could turn your mind around.
maybe keep you running to reach the ground.

im sorry for breaking all the promises
that i wasn't around to keep.
im sorry that i judged you
and when i called i didn't leave a message at the beep.

this has been going on for so long.
stop tourchering me, i know what i did was wrong.
i questioned if i should text or make a call.
but you made it clear when i passed you at the mall.

you don't want to see me again.
i get that, i just don't know where to begin.
we were so good together.
friends for years, forever.

please see the hurt in my heart.
and let's make a brand new start.

im not that same girl anymore.

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

Sometimes

Sometimes reality isn't enough
Sometimes it takes more than one
Sometimes the warmth we feel becomes cold
Sometimes the shadow that follows us, hides
Sometimes we lose sight of the truth
Sometimes the ache we feel never leaves
Sometimes the pain we endure, never heals
Sometimes our fantasy's become our reality
Sometimes we become the person we swore we wouldn't
Sometimes our fears blind us
Sometimes tragedy's help us
Sometimes God changes our plans
Sometimes happiness is damned
Sometimes weakness builds our strengths
Sometimes awkwardness creates comfort
Sometimes music makes us stand
Sometimes words make us believe
Sometimes judging makes us avoid the mirror
Sometimes our friends deceive us
Sometimes we forget, forget mistakes are made
Sometimes colors paint the things we couldn't say
Sometimes faking becomes the truth
Sometimes pretend becomes an actor on a stage
Sometimes singing creates an angel
Sometimes love makes us see
Sometimes black and white is gray
Sometimes anger becomes laughter
Sometimes I forget to let go
Always, I change.
Always, I believe.
Always, I continue.
Never, do I hate.

-Samantha Paige Averett

Monday, November 10, 2008

Dramatic Gratitude

Everyone and anyone who knows me knows that I am dramatic and can play various characters on the spot! I have been complimented and praised and just plain thanked for my so called incredible talent! I really have loved being in Drama this year and plan on continuing my life with such classes! It's fun and I enjoy sharing my talent. These past few weeks I have been preparing for Districts that will be held in Marsh Valley in the next couple of weeks! It's getting cold and I really have not been practicing like I should! I finally got down my humorous monologue with Toni and it shall be quite hilarious! It's an original so you can guarantee that there will be a few of my personal humorous jokes in there. I think I got a lot of my humor from my parents and I am thankful for that. With Thanksgiving coming up I have been focusing on the real blessings in my life and the choices I have been given! I will be giving most of my time towards the things I want the most & I really want to go to Districts! So wish me luck!
Thanks

Sunday, November 9, 2008

Photo Shoot (:

Some Simple Pictures Of Myself (:


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Wednesday, September 10, 2008

My Music.

Im Not Afraid Of My Music:

Lily Allen
Jonas Brothers
Taking Back Sunday
Yellowcard
Dashboard Conffesional
Ross Copperman
The Secret Handshake
Metro Station
Coldplay
Ron Pope
I Nine
Papa Roach
Three Days Grace
Lifehouse
Mayday Parade
We The Kings
Avril Lavigne
Faith Hill
Sugarland
Fall Out Boy
Never Say Never
Regina Spektor
Saving Abel
Johnny Cash
Basshunter
Go Radio
3 Doors Down
Sum 41
Counting Crows
&More Coming.

Monday, September 1, 2008

the new me.

I Am Truely Thankful For The People Who I Can Count On :)
Thank You Much For Caring & Taking The Time To Say Hello
& Actually Doing What You Say You Will.
For The Longest Time I Have Been A Lot Of Talk & No Action.
This Year I Plan To Do Much Better At That.
I Know My Resolutions Are Quite Late...
But It's Never Too Late To Help Change Your Mistakes.
I Hope You Will Forgive Me For Not Being Someone Who You Can Trust.
This School Year Will Be Different.
When I Say I Am Going To Do Something I WILL.
That Means I Must Only Say What I Can Handle.
Thanks For Hearing Me Out. :)
♥-SamanthaPaige.




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Friday, August 29, 2008

First Impressional Friends



OhMyGoodness.
Okay So I Have Been Through Lots In My Life & Friends Were The Easiest People To Turn To.
Let's Name A Few...
Shall We?

Krissa:
Kindergarten.
She Made The First Impression.
She Came Up To Me & Was Like.
Wanna Be Friends?
I Miss The Times When That's All It Took To Be Someone's Friend.

Nicole:
Kindergarten & 1st Grade.
I Made The First Impression.
I Told Her That I Enjoyed Her Smile.
We Clicked & It's Funny How I Remember All Of This.

Sarah:
2nd Grade-4th Grade
We Were The Best Of Friends.
She Made The First Impression.
She Laughed At A Joke Of Mine & We Instantly Became Friends.
We Lost Touch The Following Years As People Do.
We Changed :(

DaNeesha:
2nd Grade-6th Grade.
I Made The First Impression.
She Was Friends With My Cousin, Haylee.
I Somehow Just Found Myself Talking With Her & After That We Could Do Anything Together.

Amber:
5th Grade-7th Grade
She made The First Impression, Of Course.
She Was Willd & Taught Me To Express Myself.
Times Changed & I Moved Away But We Shared A Lot Together :)
I Won't Forget Her.
Prank Calls To Cute Boys & Getting In Trouble With Their Moms' Were The Best & Most Priceless Times!

Brittney:
5th Grade-Present
Wow.
This Girl Makes Me Laugh.
I Made The First Impression, & Am Glad I Did!
Couldn't Live Without Her.
Going To Football Games.
& Listening To One Anothers Stories Are Memories I Will Cherrish.

Kihra:
7th Grade-Present.
Haha.
Crazy Yet So Amazing.
Her Voice Gives Me Chills.
She's That Good.
I Love Her To Death...
& We Spent Some Pretty Priceless Moments Back East.

Rodrigo:
7th Grade-?
Right Now It's Kind Of Unknown.
I Made A Mistake But He's Still A Friend I Won't Forget.
We Had Some Amazing Times During The High School Play.
We Made Each Other Laugh, & I Hope He Hasn't Forgotten.

Autumn:
8th Grade-Present.
Lovely Women :)
I Enjoy Her Much & She Had Always Made Me Feel Welcome.
She's Got Talent & Will Go Far.


Skyann:
9th Grade-Present.
She Made A Lovely Impression.
Thanks Sky :)
I Enjoy How Outgoing She Is.
We Both Plan On Becoming Film Directors Someday.
I Hope We Can Get Together & Make Some Memories.

Julia:
Present
OOOOH :)
I Love Her So Freaking Much.
I Could Not,(Literally), Live Without This One!
We Spend Endless Days Together & Will Always Be Friends.

Blake (:
Present
I Love This Boy!
He Is A Hero Of Mine & Is So Happy & Bright
He Made The First Impression At A Football Game (:
We Both Didn't Know Anything About Football At The Time But
Clicked (: Yay!

Tanner:
Present
Such A Cutie & Hilarious As Can Be!
I Love Him Too & Enjoy His Silly Texts!
Oh Boy Halloween Was Fun!



There Are Plently More.
But These Were Great First Impressions :)